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I am Chelsey.
And Chelsey hates.
She hates you.
She hates your friends and she hates the world.
But most of all she hates her relationships. How she never talks to her dad, and cant see eye to eye with her mom.
Hate
The world feeds of it. You want it, I want it and the kids in school you don't talk to, already have it. You can hate me for who I am, or love me for who I'm not, the choice is yours. No matter what you choose to do or say, I'll still be here. Hate is like that drug addiction I never told you about. I need it to live, and without it I am nothing.
I change all the time and I don't give a fuck what you think about me. I don't care if you think I look like a boy or if you think my hair is fucked because its three colors, and its curly and straight.
Again, hate. The more you hate me the more you'll be thinking about me.
Tell me now, who wins in the end? Maybe if you hate me enough you will learn to love your hate.
And if you take everything I say personally, thats pretty stupid of you. I'm just another hopeless, fucked up girl with too much of an ego.
Art is all that I'm capable of comprehending, take a minute to look at my stuff, and then compare it to Other peoples, theirs is much better.
But I still try, I write, draw, paint, sing dance, sew and I do everything else that brims on the word creative.
The more I tell you about me the more you will wish I didn't start this.
So here it is.
I'm 15 and I'm in grade 10. I have 4 piercings, most of which I've done myself. See, I told you. I'm afraid of being rejected, so I try too hard to fit in. But I've been through it all Rejection, judgment and denial.
I will contradict myself and I will tell the truth. Call me hypocritical, and I'll say 'Thanks for noticing.'
The worlds a fucked up place, and I hate all the lies, but yet I will tell them. I hate all the shit that people are trying to be. Be your fucking selfs. Thats the most important thing in the world; standing out, and screaming what you believe. Once you've done this you'll know your above myself and all the other haters.
And I won't talk to you in real life, but if you talk to me I'll talk back. I make no effort what so ever, but I think you should.
I'm too shy to be alive, but yet I want to be everyone's friend. I want to be liked and accepted just as much as the next person.
Thats why I'll make it. I'll get out of this shitty little town with all the wannabes and aspirants.
You will be forced to see the bottom on my inexpensive, flashy, meretricious, shoe, as I dig it into your face, using you to get me out, and then you'll see it again as I climb down from whatever pedestal I put myself on.
Thanks for being my foot rest.
I'm fed up with labels and religion and most people know that, they've been listening to me bitch long enough. Call me something and I'll think of something worse to call you.
Just shut up and be my friend.
I'm a bitch and I cant stop loving it. Despite all the shit I spit, I am still only human, and everything I say will stick to my teeth, like that that one dollar toffee you bought down the road. It will moulder and decay me, and every inch of my body will show all the bullshit of the world, and everything that I've done wrong.
I like you. And I like looking like tacky decor. I like going to local shows, but most of the time I find that it all depends in what mood I'm in and if I want to show my face on the scene, not that the scene is anything special. I still love it, people don't judge you, and your not a freak.
I love the rain and being lonely. I love forgetting everything and I love dyeing my hair, as much as possible.
If your bigger than me, and stronger than me (it isn't hard to be) You have one up on me. I'll be fucking scared of you. I'm pretty close to being anorexic and I blow at gym, I cant lift anything. So have fun breaking my make up stained face, trust me its worth it and I'm used to it.
Oh and I love my friends... to death.
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